Saturday, January 07, 2006
woo.....my blog is MESSED UP.dun know how to fix it either....everything's in chinese >.<.
you know...this year's the last year i'm gonna be in chung cheng..one never really cherishes

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS
bowling at least get into Masters
subject results must go no lower then B3.

now my vertigo has been redrilled.its really nice and i muz train really hard because this year is probably the best team we ever had.with the coming of the adam chew guy(he's ex-national coach),we should be getting at least one prize.....should..but not confirm...HAHA...and like he said...we must train on sparing...5 strikes and no spares is plain dumb.haha...curently my avg with vertigo isnt good at all..its like a 140..to win must be a 190 avg...i believe i can do it,but i need to train very hard and stop messing about during training...

this year is the channnce for me to redeem myself..we've got the bes teachers teaching us
mrs lim,mr kuek,yazeed,lam....the others not say they not good but these are the best of the lot...so there's no excuse that my teachers suck.if anyone sucks its me.:Dall im doing now is vow that i'll pay attention in class.it really helps...test come i study for it the day b4 can le..for chinese maybe more days b4 la HAHA...

hmmm....i'm really confused now about who really matters to me...
at least im not sad anymore...life's kinda good now..thanks life...0.o..


stereophonics-dakota

tapping in
Monday, October 03, 2005
we often complain life sucks hard.but do we really know what we want or need?i can sulk and whine and grumble,but sometimes things are just out of our control.nothing i do changes the result.in the end after so much effort,you are still rejected.the best way is just ignore the unhappy,uncontrollable things,and instead focus on what can be done and what makes you happy.

i got low for my oral.so what?no doubt im sad,but what the hell.i cant do anything about it.complaining about it to my friends changes nothing.they will think you're being ridiculous..i know that i have tried my best,and even if i'm given a chance to redo it i wouldn't have done it another way.i have to accept and understand what went wrong,and hopefully get enough practice to do better in the next oral.
i mean,thats life right?always giving you the opposite of what you want.its almost magical how what you want never comes true,and what you don't want does.
life is a challenge.there are things that will never be achieved or changed.for me,im a free thinker.people want to believe in a god thats governs how they are treated,thats their choice.no offense to any religion,but,i refuse to believe in one or many omni potent beings which control every single moment in our lives,down to how we do our business in the toilet.i think that in this way,you can't blame anybody for your misfortunes.you are the sole reason for what is happening to yourself.not that i do not understand the purpose of religion;no doubt it brings hope to those in dire danger or life-threatening situations.but to be absolutely in control of everything around you,is to be perfectly normal,to not leave your fate to someone else,and to just go out and do what needs to be done.


anyway on the lighter note,i hope i'll be getting a cam enabled phone so that can post pics.and the tagboard made the blog alignment messed up,so post something plz..haha

dun be shy


oi!!


POST!!



its getting dusty:(



...me v v lame

tapping in
Thursday, September 01, 2005
hmmm...so long never blog like lost all my inspiration to bloggy..
anyway just wanna say that everyone currently reading this should go study?!exams coming le..lolz..
normally i apologise for not blogging..sorry...but next time dun want le..always say den do it again..breaking promises..
hmmm...maybe the reason for not having anything to post is becos my life pretty boring?zzz..
anyway every saturday we got a bowling league..our B' Division team consists of me,Roy,Shi jie,Alvin,Daryl,Bi ran.every week 4 people play..currently,we are around 10th out of 16 i think...i know it sounds crappy...but you gotta take into account that the people we're bowling with can bowl a 240 average per game!!!!there was this ACS(I)bowling Richard something(haha purposely dun rmb his name one)he got one game 250something...with handicap got 275...kinda spoils the meaning of handicap huh..even beat singapore sports school peeps...anyway what the fish right lolz..me that day 170 avg only..3 game series..so around 510 total pinfalls la..there was one week i got 2nd for that week for high game...(you go awwwww..)lolz..but no prize for 2nd...
i know that our school quite good in basketball,tabletennis,wushu...nationals can win champion..i dun really have a logical or reasonable excuse but i can say i try my best..that way at least i know my own standard compared to them...
i promise with my life that i will get at least into top 10 in inter-schools next year mannn..must avenge qing hui..(senior,got 13 position this year)
hehe...anyway today going to watch Charlie and choco factory with her brother and her..(sounds grammatically incorrect)what should i expect?dunno lolz to who am i asking..

tapping done
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
seems that whenever you worked for something you''l naturally want something in return.dun want to bore you with another case of not doing well in exams le...anyway going to awana and OBS in june hols..so FUN..but shi jie and roy mak never go OBS..mooo mooos..cowards..den i go alone like no fun leh..bowling interclass coming le but soo long never bowl le later go longkang then please my lovely class dun blame me..haha..either way there's no chance of winning so just go for fun bowling lo...just hope 3IT the bowling peeps the bowling also very lousy den ho liao..
got my tagboard up...go tag if you have visited..

the little intricate seemingly-important details of life makes us the greedy,aggressive,uncaring people we are.We need to take a few steps back to see the bigger picture,in order to stop arguments and quarrels,and if we still dun see anything take a couple steps more.that way everyone lives in harmony.
just like music.too much sounds together is simply noise


Shared joy is double joy.
Shared sorrow is half sorrow.

bowling for soup (signs by snoop dogg and justin timberlake is cool)
Saturday, March 12, 2005

If there were no secrets there will be peace. nice?heh anyway my bowling is good now.no longer blaming the coach.competition on 25 march..friday..strangely i dun feel even a little anxious or anything...hope its good news not bad.. failed 4 tests..got too slacky..gonna pia in the hols..i think i got a real problem in commitment..or maybe im just lazy..promise myself to keep my own word and really go do stuff,not just say im gonna do it. my sister had started work and ended work in the span of time between this blog and my last..1500 a month.now seeing what university she can go to study economics..good luck to her.. its only when one is older does someone begin to see things in a new light.when i was young i thought chinese soups like peanut soup or lotus soup or anything was not nice.thought all they did was make me thirst and preferred to drink coke or something.now i realised people likesoup for the deep authnetic flavour,not like the fake sugar rush taste of coke.learnt to let time take its course.what i should know i will.what i shouldn't wouldn't help me even if i knew cause it'll make no sense. haha.i'm preaching about values.gene pull from dad or something.dun care la.

bowling for soup

Sunday, January 23, 2005
maths very hard!!!does it seem wierd that i feel A maths is easier than E maths?other subjects still can manage la..i need food i'm so hungry at home.need to wait for parents to come home to eat together. speaking of them makes me feel sick.they quarreled over some cupboard placed at the door..dad wanted to change it,but mom protested..there's actually nothing wrong with changing the cupboard but she has to kick up a big fuss..Mr. elton chow also dunno how to let my mom a bit..and all those talk about adults being more mature..they having cold war now..
bowling competitions coming up,but my bowling still sucks like !&^*!&amp;amp;%^!%^$%!(T*$^&!%..not exaggerating..
can't get a tagboard up so no more tag board....
getting very tired of coach long..he doesn't know how to teach.so far his technique only works for aurick and for a bit of chew.for others there's no improvement,and for me i deproved.i dun care got such word or not,but my bowling stinks.each time go to training hope can bowl well,but in the end my bubble burst..-.-''
at least i have a good and fun phone amongst all the downsides.my compo got 23/30,compre 17/20..we got a good pe teacher let us do play nice thingys..and our art teacher quite pretty..haha..
thats all..:-) ;-) ^_^ "-" @-) 8-) -.-'' :-p :-I
no more smiley faces le

bowling for soup

Saturday, January 08, 2005
school start le so sian..my new class peeps all dun know how to joke...wish i could be back with 2ly.so tired after the first week..bowling now very interesting due to the mc-gt affair..haha..monday is a stupid day cause you have to stay in school for 3 more hours just to get 1 mmore hour of chem...im sec 3 now feel so nice no need to wear long pants le..yay i recently found out whats wrong with my bowling le..now my ball is a HOOKER!!haha..jkjk..wa so lame sia..trully my hook damn nice it is a C but opposite cos i right handed..im anticipating the next training now as i can hit around 150 easy..hehe arrogant me..oh ya..im at home while everybody else is in school for cca orientation!!..thats why nobody online msn..damn dunno what else to blog le..trying to blog alot cos i dunno when i can blog again..haha..

i'm livin' it

Wednesday, July 21, 2004
few days ago,my sister had some gastric problem or something.she's not supposed to drink cooling stuff during her mensus.but she did,and seh was lying on the floor,telling me to call my mother,who wasn't at home.i wanted to help her,but i felt very useless and at a loss,cos i was scared that i may harm her when i tried to help her.i never felt this "want to help but can't help" thing b4.aiya....at least she's ok liao.


i'm livin' it